Surround Me"

They say no man's an island but I tend to disagree
I guess they've never seen my island,
And where it lies at sea
I'm lost inside my memory.
I'm still in disbelief.
If I could paint a picture for you this is what you'd see

I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me...now

A wounded man sounds desperate when he's lost all his belief
Can you look into my eyes and say you won't betray me
We're running out of time
How precious time can be
I'm counting all the moments of the times you could have helped me

I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me

I'm down on my knees
Begging you to rescue me
Please stop me
Don't let me run
Surround me...Surround me

Surround me now


When you don't wanna stop me should think that you don't care?  I don't wanna be surrounded by your attention.  I wanna be surrounded-block so I am stuck with no place to go but the right way. 

How can I surround myself enough never to get hurt.  Is it possible to love without getting hurt.  Sometimes I can deny my feelings so easily it's like second nature but why?

I just sometimes would rather die than let someone find out!  I'm torn hurt and I think I am out of options.  I'm lost I haven't felt this way in so long.  It scares me.  Now just to do right once again